I've just realised....

[Gitta Rensolo]

.....that I can't talk about myself....I mean my problems,my fears,my dreams etc....

maybe here at this board I can...

but with my friends...NO....

I was sitting in the car with a good friend of mine at saturday night...and she was talking and talking...about her and her boyfriend...about her fears etc....all my friends are more like that....I talk about everything in a very open way....



I can't do this...although I know they will listen and they will be interested....

I sometimes wish i could...

[ClearAsCrystal]

this place i use to vent.
and with other people they are all blah blah..interrupt some more why don't you?!
but here, everyone has a little block of space, for the most part controlled.
and you can pick and choose what to take, or ignore.
in real life, you hear what comes out of someones mouth and it is nonsense, but you have to pretend to listen because of formalities and that jazz

i feel that when i write something down, as it comes out of my mind, this is the most direct and efficient way for my self. from mind to mouth, it gets tangled along the mess of verbosity.

so it helps me when i write things out...and you can't do that with real people!

[Gitta Rensolo]

^this is so true....good aspect!