I think I'll be able to manage it (grammatically) soon... the problem is that when you hear it, there can be so many dialects. And my listening is still poor. Last night I was watching a movie of Fassbinder, and I was like...

what kind of accent is that?
Don't say you "do" my homework, or I'll feel bad. I always try to do my best writting things up, but it's sometimes hard, you know.
So... if I'm not wrong... you're applying to a Kunst-, Film- und Musikhochulen. Or are you applying to traditional universities? I bet it really sucks believing something's going to work and then not.

Most of the time you're not really expecting the refusal, but it could still happen. Anyway... Have you made your mind about other options?